not like this.....

Monuee.... when I started writing this blog I never though I would ever face this day my sugar left me alone and went away I am sorry for being so mad at you so angry so many complaints, just come back once and we will fix it baby I wish could make a deal with the lord for this,

I read the previous posts 2 years old and I am so glad I have it here, you have given me so many memories thought me so much in life, eddu you were the craziest guy I ever meet and and I will always remember you for all the things we discovered for the first time.

Baby i promise you in the next life I will be with you forever and wont let you go away, I wont my sweetheart

please come back I miss you so terribly

I miss you

I really miss you, i hope I am you were the same like before, i know all this sounds like a complete crap to you but i want you to show me your love,

I expect your calls i donno why and i have scrapped about it even before, i will stop it one day, i always told you I see my future with you when you completely ignore me I want to live one life with you not just separately.

I understand you were working so i gave you miss calls and finally called you when i got so desperate and also because I knew you will never callme if I left everything to you. Its so weird that you did not get even 5 minutes to call me from 6 pm to 10.30 pm, it just cant be true ……

I guess I know what to do next, I will just leave everything on you on the call and communication part… me meeting you on weekends is restricted you know why …

Really parting ways every day

Rude Dude!!!

Baby I am praying that your exams go good, but can hold my self from seeing you everyday, this is really part of habit donno if its good or bad, :(

I had a rocking time with you in the cafe today especially when you spoke about the “Rock Bottom” day :p it was fun I enjoyed troubling you that day

I liked the way you respect women, you are really one women guy and I am proud to be your women….. (gal)

some one says this

"Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be."

but that seems utter rubbish to me as living and growing together made our love so strong for each other ..

Sunrise is the most important thing in the world

I am in office right now, very depressed because we just some moments back and you did not understand what I was telling you,

Any was I am leaving for home at 5 and i wanted to meet you as we were not going to meet for next 8 dayz but looks like that hardly makes any difference. I understand that you have a lot of work and that you are going through a tough phase at your workplace but I hope that you can at least take out 5 minutes of your time and call me….

Some times I feel so stupid to keep on asking you for your calls and attention when i know I cannot get it. when we were at your place yesterday I cried, I cried because I knew that for now you will be with me but when I am away you will forget me.. frankly I will really not miss you much when you go to NJ because you have kept things that way.

I just wanted to tell you this through my blog that i will not be calling you while i am away cause I want you to call me, i want you to miss me and i want some more attention then sunrise, You hurt me when you said that you have to go to sunrise so you cant come and also that yatish is going to be with you so you cant come to see me .

Nywas, I love you a lot and will miss you, I wish you call me and meet me but no hopes for now.

- Going away everyday