I am in office right now, very depressed because we just some moments back and you did not understand what I was telling you,
Any was I am leaving for home at 5 and i wanted to meet you as we were not going to meet for next 8 dayz but looks like that hardly makes any difference. I understand that you have a lot of work and that you are going through a tough phase at your workplace but I hope that you can at least take out 5 minutes of your time and call me….
Some times I feel so stupid to keep on asking you for your calls and attention when i know I cannot get it. when we were at your place yesterday I cried, I cried because I knew that for now you will be with me but when I am away you will forget me.. frankly I will really not miss you much when you go to NJ because you have kept things that way.
I just wanted to tell you this through my blog that i will not be calling you while i am away cause I want you to call me, i want you to miss me and i want some more attention then sunrise, You hurt me when you said that you have to go to sunrise so you cant come and also that yatish is going to be with you so you cant come to see me .
Nywas, I love you a lot and will miss you, I wish you call me and meet me but no hopes for now.
- Going away everyday
