I miss you

I really miss you, i hope I am you were the same like before, i know all this sounds like a complete crap to you but i want you to show me your love,

I expect your calls i donno why and i have scrapped about it even before, i will stop it one day, i always told you I see my future with you when you completely ignore me I want to live one life with you not just separately.

I understand you were working so i gave you miss calls and finally called you when i got so desperate and also because I knew you will never callme if I left everything to you. Its so weird that you did not get even 5 minutes to call me from 6 pm to 10.30 pm, it just cant be true ……

I guess I know what to do next, I will just leave everything on you on the call and communication part… me meeting you on weekends is restricted you know why …

Really parting ways every day

Rude Dude!!!

Baby I am praying that your exams go good, but can hold my self from seeing you everyday, this is really part of habit donno if its good or bad, :(

I had a rocking time with you in the cafe today especially when you spoke about the “Rock Bottom” day :p it was fun I enjoyed troubling you that day

I liked the way you respect women, you are really one women guy and I am proud to be your women….. (gal)

some one says this

"Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be."

but that seems utter rubbish to me as living and growing together made our love so strong for each other ..

Sunrise is the most important thing in the world

I am in office right now, very depressed because we just some moments back and you did not understand what I was telling you,

Any was I am leaving for home at 5 and i wanted to meet you as we were not going to meet for next 8 dayz but looks like that hardly makes any difference. I understand that you have a lot of work and that you are going through a tough phase at your workplace but I hope that you can at least take out 5 minutes of your time and call me….

Some times I feel so stupid to keep on asking you for your calls and attention when i know I cannot get it. when we were at your place yesterday I cried, I cried because I knew that for now you will be with me but when I am away you will forget me.. frankly I will really not miss you much when you go to NJ because you have kept things that way.

I just wanted to tell you this through my blog that i will not be calling you while i am away cause I want you to call me, i want you to miss me and i want some more attention then sunrise, You hurt me when you said that you have to go to sunrise so you cant come and also that yatish is going to be with you so you cant come to see me .

Nywas, I love you a lot and will miss you, I wish you call me and meet me but no hopes for now.

- Going away everyday

Will be away & right back

19 March 2009

As i am gonno be away for a week, me and sweety decide to meet today at his place all seems to be working out right only with a little problem “Dad”, so we figured out that I will have to stay away for a while, i take some rest at my friends place, Then meet my you, we have a great time together and I was happy to take a good decision of meeting you today, I look at your VISA its beautiful.

the reason I could not hold my self and started crying was because i was thinking that you are going away from me day by day as we have limited talking on da phone and I understand that its because of your workplace, also we do not meet a lot, But I really miss you a lot. its funny cause we are still here and together, I am worried that you should not be leaving before I am back from Jabalpur.

I still miss you, your calls, your sweet face and your touch

Love you baby

new jersey here we come …

Today is the the day when you go to the US consulate for Visa approval, you went home early yesterday slept good, woke up early and i pinged you good morning, you spoke to me while you get ready, I wish you luck, mum does that too, we all pray for you and Austin is going with you.

I call you to wish you luck and pray harder that you should be making it through.

8:39 am – Austin calls and says that he has been waiting for you for a while now and does not know if he is supposed to leave or stay back, i ask him to stay, he is just roaming about

9:45 am – I could not even wink and after trying your cell phone for sometime which was unreachable i call Austi, he is still there waiting for you, mum told him too, we were worried if you will just leave without watching out for him

10:45 am- you called up and gave me the good news, i just heard it and was so relived that i slept, had a good sleep.

14:00 pm – I called you and you told me how was the interview you said that it does not make any difference to you but I could sense your happiness.

I am so so glad that you could make it janu. love you a lot, say hi to US and rock on as you always do!!

Please stay away from that female whose pic u showed me, she looks desperate !!!

By the way forgot to tell ya, you ahve got a fantastic caller tune, i know its very special, its about us ….