Rude Dude!!!

Baby I am praying that your exams go good, but can hold my self from seeing you everyday, this is really part of habit donno if its good or bad, :(

I had a rocking time with you in the cafe today especially when you spoke about the “Rock Bottom” day :p it was fun I enjoyed troubling you that day

I liked the way you respect women, you are really one women guy and I am proud to be your women….. (gal)

some one says this

"Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be."

but that seems utter rubbish to me as living and growing together made our love so strong for each other ..

Sunrise is the most important thing in the world

I am in office right now, very depressed because we just some moments back and you did not understand what I was telling you,

Any was I am leaving for home at 5 and i wanted to meet you as we were not going to meet for next 8 dayz but looks like that hardly makes any difference. I understand that you have a lot of work and that you are going through a tough phase at your workplace but I hope that you can at least take out 5 minutes of your time and call me….

Some times I feel so stupid to keep on asking you for your calls and attention when i know I cannot get it. when we were at your place yesterday I cried, I cried because I knew that for now you will be with me but when I am away you will forget me.. frankly I will really not miss you much when you go to NJ because you have kept things that way.

I just wanted to tell you this through my blog that i will not be calling you while i am away cause I want you to call me, i want you to miss me and i want some more attention then sunrise, You hurt me when you said that you have to go to sunrise so you cant come and also that yatish is going to be with you so you cant come to see me .

Nywas, I love you a lot and will miss you, I wish you call me and meet me but no hopes for now.

- Going away everyday

Will be away & right back

19 March 2009

As i am gonno be away for a week, me and sweety decide to meet today at his place all seems to be working out right only with a little problem “Dad”, so we figured out that I will have to stay away for a while, i take some rest at my friends place, Then meet my you, we have a great time together and I was happy to take a good decision of meeting you today, I look at your VISA its beautiful.

the reason I could not hold my self and started crying was because i was thinking that you are going away from me day by day as we have limited talking on da phone and I understand that its because of your workplace, also we do not meet a lot, But I really miss you a lot. its funny cause we are still here and together, I am worried that you should not be leaving before I am back from Jabalpur.

I still miss you, your calls, your sweet face and your touch

Love you baby

new jersey here we come …

Today is the the day when you go to the US consulate for Visa approval, you went home early yesterday slept good, woke up early and i pinged you good morning, you spoke to me while you get ready, I wish you luck, mum does that too, we all pray for you and Austin is going with you.

I call you to wish you luck and pray harder that you should be making it through.

8:39 am – Austin calls and says that he has been waiting for you for a while now and does not know if he is supposed to leave or stay back, i ask him to stay, he is just roaming about

9:45 am – I could not even wink and after trying your cell phone for sometime which was unreachable i call Austi, he is still there waiting for you, mum told him too, we were worried if you will just leave without watching out for him

10:45 am- you called up and gave me the good news, i just heard it and was so relived that i slept, had a good sleep.

14:00 pm – I called you and you told me how was the interview you said that it does not make any difference to you but I could sense your happiness.

I am so so glad that you could make it janu. love you a lot, say hi to US and rock on as you always do!!

Please stay away from that female whose pic u showed me, she looks desperate !!!

By the way forgot to tell ya, you ahve got a fantastic caller tune, i know its very special, its about us ….

back

Back to my diary.. After a long time, we have been through quite few things in these days we fought, we cried we hated each other, we laughed and we fell in love again, now I have decided to be with you what ever it takes for me to do that.

This is diary for you baby,

I am sorry for telling you things that I should never ever have, I am sorry for getting some one between us whom you hated. I am sorry for being very rude to you

Date: 14th March 09, Saturday

After you spend the last weekend with your team mates at loha-gard i was looking forward to meet you today but i knew i couldn't do it as my dad was at home and was gonna leave tonight, so i had to be at home, but i could meet you in the morning, you came i saw you, you were looking so nice in the new black tee. I could not speak to you after you were home because i know you need to sleep after working so hard at office.

I miss the times we were in Wipro where i could at least see you whenever i stood up, now i have to wait until mornings to see you and i feel very bad when you cannot come sometimes, but i understand although it may seem to you that i don't

Date: 15th March 09, Sunday

We spoke on the phone in morning our plan was to go to Bandra with other 2 people, initially i was not very happy about it but then when we started I was ok, I was happy because i had you with me, i was happy, but i did not like it when you even being with me were not speaking to me, you were tired and were not feeling very nice as you slept very late the previous night because of preetu’s birthday, I was unhappy that you were not happy being with me or you were just irritated, so i put her in between and fought with you, i am sorry about that.

when i changed to my shorts you did not like it at a glance when everyone did, but later you said that i was looking good.

while coming back i loved it when you hold me so close to you, but i was getting a sad feeling inside as i knew i will not be meeting you like this again in few days

That’s why i was not very happy with other people coming with us.

In the night you called me from Raja’s place you were so so sleepy and tired but you still insisted to talk to me, i love do it i was so touched but i understand that you have to take rest an be with your friends i do …

Date: 16th March 09, Monday

Mom said that we have to go to passport office today so i did not meet you, you called in the morning saying in a cute voice that you wanted to see me i loved it but i was so helpless as mum wants me to spend time with her. Later she told me that we will not be going out as she wants to shop for some stuff for the trip.

I could not meet you in morning as you went home early today because you had to get the Visa interview next morning.

I prayed that this time this should go through, you should get something you deserve.

I want you to move ahead a ladder of your career, i want you to be successful even if you have to be away from me for a while